Life can change so quickly. I was only 24 years old in 1998 working in the U.S. Congress with plans for law school. But, the unexpected emerged when I was diagnosed with a brain tumor. Shocked and shattered, I entered a new world.
Necessity can become a powerful teacher. I conducted research that helped me to identify the importance of awake brain surgery, since my brain tumor resided in my left temporal lobe impacting speech, memory, and hearing. I chose the National Institutes of Health (NIH) and had awake brain surgery in a clinical trial that was unusual at the time.
Thankfully, my neurosurgeons at NIH successfully removed the entire tumor with some surrounding tissue. I felt tremendous gratitude, and yet as I learned about pathology reports and some statistics, fear and uncertainly overwhelmed me.
In this woven tapestry, I learned more about how undesired experiences can certainly twist and turn. Unfortunately, I had a brain tumor recurrence in 2000, but I wasn’t informed about it until 2004 despite ongoing MRI scans. This reduced my ability to trust.